Monday, June 30, 2008

Are we gonna wake up?

If I could wish for one thing.
I wish I had time for everything.
The days I like the most are the days when I wake up earlier than I am supposed too.
When I have time to tie up the loose ends before I begin with a brand new day.
Not that I won't be alive on the days when I don't wake up any earlier.
I just won't be contented with my time.

Saw my stepmother. My father. My Mother and my Stepfather yesterday.
What a day.
I don't see them often.
They're all strange people.
And we're strangers.

The song that starts your day is a song you will remember for the rest of the day.
I used to have a radio waking me up in the morning.
Now I don't anymore. I wake up automatically at 5 or slightly before 5.
Either that or I won't make it to school on a weekday.
So, I don't have a random song starting my day. I actually get to pick the song that starts my day.

During my form 4 year, almost everyday throughout the year, the song that starts my life in the morning is : A Message by Coldplay.

I realised that being in the background of my own life can be very comforting.
Because I get to just watch. Not feel, and not have a choice.

Gotta run.

1 comment:

eric10234 said...

Heys lovely,

Time is never enough for what we want to do. We always need more time. But you're doing wonderful. (I still think you need more rest, but I'll turn a blind eye to that)

Yesterday must have been a strange day for you. It appears to be parents day huh. Hehe. Speaking of which, when its parents day at your school? I'm the one who is going to be there to take your results? Hehe. Kinda cool. =P

I love you.