Who was I kidding?

Hey Bloggie.

No matter what I did, I was never certain of the things I do.
But there was one thing I was firmly certain about.
I thought that going back for Form 6 was the right path for me.
Even with my mother's daily death threats to enrol in a private college instead.
My mom in law's plea for me to go back to work in Dell instead.
Dell was offering me jobs that are better than the ones graduates are having.
Tar College sending me an offer letter for the Public Relations course.
I nearly attended Disted for Business Studies.

I still went back to form 6.

And during our first semester break, when this letter arrived:

Dear Applicant,

We refer to your application for the position of Cabin Crew.

We would be pleased if you could present yourself for interviews at 9.40am
on 3 June 2008 (Tuesday).
You should report at the CLC Lobby, Level 1, SIA Training Centre, 720 Upper
Changi Road East, Singapore 486852.

You are required to bring the following documents:

· The print-out of your completed application form
· Passport-sized photograph
· Originals of:
a) your birth certificate
b) all educational certificates
c) Certificate of National Service (if applicable)
d) re-entry permit card (for Singapore PR)
e) testimonials
f) identity card

We look forward to meeting you.

I still stayed on for form 6.

I thought it was the right path for me.
Then it betrayed me.

I'm sure most of us have come to know how a betrayal feels like.